insomnia?

it's 3 am and i'm still AWAKE!! for god sake... not sleepy is not cool ok? especially at this moment of the hour. I dunno wat i'm thinking. gosh.. i guess i'm still troubled by last night thingy and got all miserable till today. I dun get it tho, i'm an easily merajuk type of girl but it'll fade away in just minutes. kdg2 xpyh pujuk, i'll pujuk diri sendiri k.. but this had gone beyond my due.

But sometimes i just crave for attention, tho i barely got it totally understood! coax me or leave me to comfort myself.. Some guys wafi, to be exact said girls are so troublesome. I couldn't agree more. We are leceh in particular. Sometime we don't even know what we want. Guys who are able to tell and bare with whiney girls are awesomely cool, u know! hopefully my future Mr. is a superduper cool, ssh lah klau asek merajuk kann? sighs~

and oh.. someoneramai actually asked whether i'm in a relationship or not right now due to my *craps posting before, i wouldn't say a word. but if a YES would put you guys to silent mode, then please read my answer as YES. but i rather put it in a it's complicated status..



oh godddd~these are the moments of time where i feel my life in haywire. stop asking, cause i'll refute. u know me~ lol

i miss old times.. remember 1234? it's been a while.. time, time, time