even walls have ears...

Penah dgr kata2 mcm kat ats ni? pleaselaa, sape x penah dgr sile repeat paper tripleonenine yer!
mmg out laah.. gile down sgt2 skang.. ughhh.. sindrom too-not-over-physio and scared-off-by histo...

Tak terkata pny down.. tp as always.. cakap dgn dinding saja.. kadang2 cakap dgn dinding itu lebih membahagiakan.. x caye? try wat.. dinding tak akan judge ape yg korg cakap.. takkan reply bukan2... setia mendengar... of course kita takkan marah klau dia buat bodoh kat kite.. hello~ itu dinding!

Huh~ sometimes i just need someone to lend their ears.. kdg2 tu tanak pon dgr dia reply apape.. just dengar je.. sometimes that's all i need... i don't need motivational words..or what should i do next..telling me stuff would be great..dunia ini indah.. Tuhan itu adil.. and.. bla..bla..bla.. i knew those things.. try to just shut up and hear me for God sake!

entah la.. dah lame x dgr org cakap.. "cemak, u're just great! keep it up" no one gives me a pat me for my efforts.. aii.. whenever i'm down, people would go like.. "takpelaa, masih ada peluang lagi" "aku lagi teruk dari kau" " aku pon same je" ????? ... haih.. none of them are comforting sometimes.. nothing sounds right when you're emo kan? so... just listen please..sekejap saja...

And.. the best advice doesn't always come from those you endear the most... just a few of your coursemates can make you smile at your darkest moment..by saying stupid stuff sometimes..which takde kaitan langsung dgn what i spilled to you btw~.. Terima kasih sangat kepada mereka2 itu.. kamu adalah sweetheart sejati < sweetheart =" a" href="http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/sweetheart">dictionary ini .. jgn su'uzon! perlu saya ulangkah, utk kamu repeat paper tripleonenine?? >

btw....you don't know how much it helps when no one is there for you and thank you for being low with me.."jom naik tahun dgn smooth same2?"..the greatest piece of comfortlah~ ingatkan aku je rasa mcm tu.. for saying the right thing at the right time or not saying anything when i don't need them.. loneliness taught you about life.. how to cakap with dinding??




*dan bila semua orang bajet nk mumtaz dan aku mengharap naik tahun tanpa carry paper atau repeat tahun.. itu adalah low dan sungguh x kewl maka selayaknya saya berasa down.. T_T!


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bile takde orang mendengar, bila org bercakap bahasa histology..bila luahan kamu mendownkan org..bila kamu rasa nk nanges tp.. bajet strong..maka mula mengarut2 dan bersembang sama dinding~ ahh crap laa

i can foresee the upcoming comments.. hey chot, stop saying those momok teacher thing laa..aiii..