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ok, i noe i said no more posts before physio, but i can't help it.. when i cracked.. i need to talk.. since i'm less talking here and now (dunno why, mebi b'cuz kaut and honey is away.. and nuha was like miles from here..no chance to speak~) my little peaceful blue blog is sooo helpful.. tho i truly believe no one is reading it now..hah perasan sajelah~

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i'm the least affected by exams.. exams can't do any harm on me... *bluff* but i cud get relirelireli down by it afterwards.. ughh juz lyke my practical anats~ pheww.. tata mumtaz~

wateva.. i said i'm least but not NOT affected at all.. basically it is understood, y ppl get cranky over it.. IT"S LIFE DETERMINING For God sake... anyhow.. I think i made a lot of ppl sick with me.. I got cranky and i drag others along.. i was emo...

so.. I'm saying a big big big sincere ....

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sorry~

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know "ciwek"? some called it "cenggeng" hah, gelak gelak~...... i think i got dat attitude deh~.. just now i got a cut over the wicked sink... i was dabbing it with a tissue as soon as i saw the blood, i cried.. yeah.. lame~ dunno y, probably i needed to cry for some times.. but i've been keeping it to myself.. too many stuff happens.. i got confused.. i got sick.. i got tired.. i've been ignored for some reasons.. i've been accused for something.. i've been doing something bad.. and i noe it too... time will heal everything.. i hope it' heal u.. and me... and all of us *pray*

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like tiqah said... pops up the silly questions on wrong timing and they'll back out

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entahlah..

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u shud have said something

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let me noe

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i cud try to understand

or

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at the very least

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make it wise and clear

cuz i might get lost for real, and can;t find my way back.....

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it's 2 a.m, feeling like i just lost a friend

and you know it;s not easy

easy for me....

-breathe-