nasib baik tak...

pagi td fon rumah bnyi time tgh ralit on9, mula2 ingt malas nk angkat.. tp dy asek bnyi x henti2.. tensen gak.. so berlari-lari turun bawah.. ntah macam mana tersalah langkah.. jatuh kat tangga T-T.. lebam kaki..

bkn first time jatuh kat sana sini.. masa kat mesir dulu, tgh cuci baju.. ntah macam mn paip drain washing machine tu terbukak.. abes air sabun melimpah dlm bilik air.. dah kelam kabut takut air masuk bedroom.. terus lari nk pasang balik.. apalagi, tergelincir kat situ, siap terhentak pinggang kat bath tub lg.. lebam.. T-T

pastu ingt lagi rai cakap.. naseb baik x pregnant. T_T~! adoiii clumsy sungguh Cik Syaimaa' ni..

deadly in love

love is differences

to truly love someone means to understand this

to be loved by someone means to respect this

~sometimes i feel like an idiot waiting and wanting for u, somet ime i would feel glad just to have u,sometimes i feel like u are my future, never past, but sometimes it was entirely foolish to even dream about it.. i don't know what tomorrow holds for us.. for far or near.. i'm just glad that u're here now.i luv u~

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oh crap, jiwang.. i think i'm falling in love with these.. yes,yes, love at first sight.. cakap sajalah kau gila pink stuff kan senang..

yg tengah niiii


mcm fon arda kn? haha.. dear, i always adore ur fon lah darling

yg paling kewl-nyer.. check this out

"You just simply end the call or snooze it with a wave of your hand over the screen!!!"


awe! yela i know.. these was like stone age pny models kan.. tp i don't care.. pink is sweet.. forget about touchscreens and iphones.. nnt bile aku kaya aku beli lah sepuluh ke kan? the best thing is it's scratch-proof.. thank God.. that's all i need to hear.. with a clumsy owner like me, God knows what can happen to you.. tho i'm fragile..lalallaa phone lame i pon like retak sane sini.. ganaz kott.. takpe2 t707 when i got my hands on u, i belai2 u k? jangan takoot~ heee~

i wonder how much it'll cost me? hurm

today

Tatahu nk update ape.. agaknya dh gian mengupdate... hari2 mesti maw update jg.. i got my upax number today.. senang sket kan? ntah ape yg senang ntah..senang nk gayut kot.. LoL

So, i'm planning to get a new phone.. masa mula2 ckp kat mama, dlm kete.. dy tny nk g mana ni?.. selamba je ckp.. "beli phone~" and she was like.. WHAT??!! and i go hehehe~ :P
mmg la the main idea was to have 2 phones.. one for my etisalat number i mean in egypt and the other one is for my celcom number.. nnt phone rosak klau asek tukar2 sim.. lg plk, it's easier nk contact malaysia, just msg me and i'll call u back.. simple kan?

Tp ssb dh terbiasa duduk mesir and all the decision i don't discuss with anyone, my sudden plan to get a new phone made my mom terjegil kejap.. and yes.. she don't even know how much cash i brought back from Egypt.. pasti kena WHAT??!! lagi kan? hehehe~

Siap2 pakai baju my mom pass kunci kete, i tgk buat2 dunno je..

"nah!"

"nape ma?"

"u drive.."

"eii.. tanak.. tanak"

For some uncertain reasons i found driving isn't fun anymore.. tggu lah, bile dh beli kete sendiri.. nk hentam divider 40x pon xde hal.. IT'S MINE! malas nk bwk da.. grand livina pny lah sedap nk drive.. smooth je.. pgg sebelah tgn pon still bleh steer.. tp SAYA MERAJUK DAN BOIKOT DRIVING SELAMA 6 TAHUN. SEKIAN

Ok ok, back the the phone.. sekarang problem nye.. i don't know, which one to buy.. iphone is sooooooo tempting.. but it's too pricey and i don't think a student like me is qualified for that.. tggu jd DR nnt baru mahu act kayakayan ok? aduh, sume phone x cantik, and x memikat mcm iphone.. N97 pon ssh nk jaga and handle.. so tataw nk beli ape.. i wish my lil bro is here. Dy paling pakar klau bab gadgets nih.. tgk la esk macam mn..

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btw a friend of mine is in les miserables.. i dunno what's his problem is.. it's normal tho, for a guy to keep what ever problem they had.. but sometimes it makes me sad.. no matter what i do, i can't lift the burden away from you.. being supportive is never great. entahlah.. maybe i'm over sensitive.. and it's normal too for a friend especially girl, sbb mereka ini overprotective of friend to act like they care.. but it may spark fire..miscommunication akn selalu berlaku.. susah la kn? I could not be thankful enough for the book that i read.. baru dpt faham.. and i never fight until today..cess berlagak, baru brape bulan.. ha-ha-ha siap boleh tny lg npe kite x penah gaduh ek?

to Mr Friend-of-mine ----->>

to every problem there is a way out.. so, hopefully you'll get over of what you had.. and be strong and happy!

sedih okayy

tak tahulah, kenapa nk sedih sngt
planning sume hancur berkecai
tetiba terpandang countdown kt sebelah ni
1 month 4 weeks left

tup, tup, dh nk ramadhan
then raya.. pastu balik
to my lonely house kat sayeda zainab tu..
Beit Iffah

nama rumah tu pon dh bleh wat i nanges..
4 org cadangkn.. tp yg tinggal, i sorg je dlm tu nnt
rasa nk tukar..
entahlah.. nnt nk tny future residents..

bilik bersepah
buku head and neck x baca lagi
tadi ad someone tego tny pasal coronary circulation
the fact that i kena buka balik buku
buatkan i feel like bakal doktor yg amat hampeh

entahlah, sume x kena
bnyk kot keje blom settle

eye check up blom buat..
n for no reason
mata dah bengkak n makin sepet
plus irritated sket..
hsbc pny account blom kemas kini
insurance, card yg kena blocked
list barang utk junior x siap
laptop blom bawak kedai utk upgrade

barang nak bawak balik sana blom cari lg
undone hair cut
muqarror cuti yg tergendala
langkawi trip..
gile jeles tgk yen mad ngn fizi
rs nk lempang je.. tolong la jgn show off FIMA pny pic.
jeles to the MAX
arghhh

dua tiga ari ni asek nk cari modal je buat gaduh
dah la super ramai org buzz2 kat ym
mmg i adore u all
tp
kdg2 ad sket rasa sesak
lagi plk time2 x ok ngn mr. x
ade plak menambah spice and pepper
lagi panas hati

entahlah..
terasa sesak
sedih kot
i wonder y patut jd macam ni

super sedih
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random

it rains again today.. rainy day always make me feel a bit cranky +plus sleepy all day.. supposed i'm planning something for his b'day.. dunno lah.. hope he's not as cranky as i am today.. dulu masa bday arda pon i'm pretty upset..seriously Syaimaa, u shud stop making this attitude on someone's best day.. rosak majlis saje.. sorry dear T-T! i tak tahu nk buat mcm mn dah


i wonder why all my plans went loco.. like i want to revise next year's subject.. but i waited 3 weeks to shop for notebooks and all.. i noe.. i noe.. lousy2~ excuses.

Second year is gonna be challenging.. i got a lot to prove to my profs but instead of studying now, i go lepak all day long.. dunno what went wrong, this super malas mode is not going to take me anywhere.. nk beli hair brush pon kirim dkt my sis yg kuar td.. lazy bum tol!

one thing for sure I'm not malas when it comes to shopping, pusing satu midvalley pon bertenaga.. mmg typical girl seriously, shopping lift my mood.. i feel extremely happy.. best therapy? yes YOU ARE SO DAMN RIGHT!!~ but after the shopping, you might regret a bit.. but you always2 tell yourself.. this is an investment.. lalala~ this is sooo ayat rebecca bloomwood, oh no, aku shopaholics kah?

well, i got myself a santa barbara polo & racquet club wedges ... their stilettoes are nice.. tp superb punya saket kaki, beauty is pain? whatever~, H&M cardigan, voir black slack tousers.. (this one i'm pretty vague of why i bought one.. it's not like i'm going for an interview or what so ever..ish3) toms girl shirts.. oh-this-list-is-not-going-to-end.. seganlah..so,let's stop! gila best dpt round2 kedai.. but happy times are over.
Now i'm just flipping magazines on my bed, hoping some cash would drop from the roof and a brand new car i might add..patah kaki nk jalan2~T-T!


**bile lah nk dpt lesen dr mama nk drive? hmmm.. rindu driving alone.. and the mogok continues