Kembali~

Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Pemurah
Terangilahku dengan Nur Iman-Mu
Hanya Engkau tempat aku berserah
Mohon maghfirah di dalam syahdu

Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Pengasih
Ampunilah segala dosaku
Laksana buih di laut memutih
Hanyut ditelan gelombang nafsu

Hari-hari yang telah aku lalui
Ingin kutinggalkan terus bersemadi
Ingin aku kembali kepada fitrah insani
Tak sanggupku jelajahi rimba duniawi

Bebaskanlah diriku dari dibelenggu
Dosa noda nafsu durjana
Terimalah taubatku
Ya AllahPimpinlah daku ke jalan redha-Mu
Moga sinar-Mu terangi hidupku
Di dalam kegelapan

Akukan kembali pada-Mu Rabbi
Mengadap-Mu Ya Rabbul Izzati
Segala ketentuanku pasrahkan
Di hujung penghayatan


~feeling sinful these days... please peoples, forgive me~

a dedication...

i dedicate this poem to all my friends......
a farewell


A FAREWELL

With all my will, but much against my heart,
we now part.
My Very Dear,
Our solace is, the sad road lies so clear.
It needs no art,
With faint, averted feet
And many a tear,
In opposed paths to presevere
Go thou to west and I east.
We will not say
There's any hope, it is so far away.
But, O my Best!
When the one darling of our widowhead,
The nursling Grief,
Is dead,
And no dews blur our eyes
To see the peach-bloom come in evening skies,
Perchance we may,
Where now this night is day,
And even through faith of still averted feet,
Making full circle of our banishment,
Amazed meet;
The bitter journey to the bourne so sweet
Seasoning the termless feast of our content
With tears of recognation never dry.
-coventry

special dedicated to my dear...
Kautsar
(please don't cry reading this ya?)