tiada tajuk untuk post yg tiada manfaat

puas. walaupun tak dapat jawab dengan MANTOP. tapi puas.noktah.noktah besarbesar.
malas nk besarbesar cerita. setiap malam stay up macam orang tak berapa nak betul. yes! cara study yang salah~ tapi medic memang begini... tiada study yg sempurna... pakai jelah apape pon.. marathon? chess? squash? hah APA APA AJE....janji ace..

oh, sy gugup.. benarbenar gugup.. daripada 10.. sy bagi 5 je performance td. cukuplah kot. untuk tahun ini. lihat kiri. muke seryes. lihat kanan.. mak oiii.. essay x nmpak garis.. huruf je penuh. tgk depan. sengih. fuiyoo.. dapat jawablah tu..

sy? alhamdulillah je dgn apa yg ada.. atleast sy berusaha ke tahap mumtaz bil syaraf.. jawab semua latihan..completed essay.. finished the golden rules.. summarised everything.. baca every topics.. tho sy gadaikan platelet... bungkuslah td T_T~! nak buat macam mana kalau dah otak bukan mesin fotostat...*smile


tapi entah.. sy rs happy jugak kot..atleast sy x nyesal x study macam org gile
ha-ha-ha
xde rezeki... Tuhan ada caraNya
hey~
nk jerit

marimari


hip hip hurray~

nak balik dah...



dan..........




saya tak mahu balik sini repeat before raya

sumpah.tak.mahu.

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ok, i noe i said no more posts before physio, but i can't help it.. when i cracked.. i need to talk.. since i'm less talking here and now (dunno why, mebi b'cuz kaut and honey is away.. and nuha was like miles from here..no chance to speak~) my little peaceful blue blog is sooo helpful.. tho i truly believe no one is reading it now..hah perasan sajelah~

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i'm the least affected by exams.. exams can't do any harm on me... *bluff* but i cud get relirelireli down by it afterwards.. ughh juz lyke my practical anats~ pheww.. tata mumtaz~

wateva.. i said i'm least but not NOT affected at all.. basically it is understood, y ppl get cranky over it.. IT"S LIFE DETERMINING For God sake... anyhow.. I think i made a lot of ppl sick with me.. I got cranky and i drag others along.. i was emo...

so.. I'm saying a big big big sincere ....

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sorry~

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know "ciwek"? some called it "cenggeng" hah, gelak gelak~...... i think i got dat attitude deh~.. just now i got a cut over the wicked sink... i was dabbing it with a tissue as soon as i saw the blood, i cried.. yeah.. lame~ dunno y, probably i needed to cry for some times.. but i've been keeping it to myself.. too many stuff happens.. i got confused.. i got sick.. i got tired.. i've been ignored for some reasons.. i've been accused for something.. i've been doing something bad.. and i noe it too... time will heal everything.. i hope it' heal u.. and me... and all of us *pray*

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like tiqah said... pops up the silly questions on wrong timing and they'll back out

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entahlah..

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u shud have said something

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or

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let me noe

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i cud try to understand

or

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at the very least

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make it wise and clear

cuz i might get lost for real, and can;t find my way back.....

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it's 2 a.m, feeling like i just lost a friend

and you know it;s not easy

easy for me....

-breathe-

the right advice by the wrong person.. at the very right time

I can’t believe it’s over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
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If I only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were cryin'
Summer turned to winter
And the snow, it turned to rain
Then the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize the girl you are today
And God
I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
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Cuz you are not alone
I’m always there with you
And we’ll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
When you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
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Babe you’re not lost
When your world’s crashing down
And you can’t bear the thought
I said babe you’re not lost
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Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you’ve gone crazy
But you’re not
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Though things have seemed to change
There’s one thing that’s still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly, fly, fly away
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Cuz you are not alone
I am there with you
And we’ll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
When you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
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Babe you’re not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said babe you’re not lost

michael buble` - lost


yela tu i'm not lost.. sweet lah.. time kaseh la selipar ilang... lepas ni ak belilah selipar baru kat ko
sbb baik sgt~

salah org daa..apepe pon tq

rupanya bukan kamu, tapi aku

sejak mata pandai
mentafsir indahnya dunia
hati karam dalam pesonanya
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kala akal bijak
menilai mimpi
tanah bukan jejakku lagi..
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bila jiwa mengenal cinta
maka aku dekat pada derhaka
saat nurani diisi hamba
kembang kempis jantung ku menahan
seksanya dosa
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ketika pancaindera disapa
bayu leka
tak gentar aku akan bahangnya neraka
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dan bila aku yakin bertemu bahagia
aku lupa tentang wujudnya syurga
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Tuhan, seberapa kerap aku berpaling
kerana jahilnya aku
kerana kelamnya Cintaku
kerana terpananya aku
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telah Engkau khabarkan
tiada tenang tanpa mengingatiMu
apa perlu aku tanya,
mengapa resah dada tiada bernoktah?
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Rindu,
bila bukan untukMu
maka celakalah aku

engaged??

It goes again and again.. steewpidsteewpid conversation about the engagement thingy... you guys just can't differ when I'm joking and when I'm not yeah? And when Syaimaaahmad gets bored answering she'd go for a YES! amek ko! I can't remember what triggers the not-so-cool gossips again~ (tho, I'm enjoying the status of engaged for a while)

When things finally cleared out.. they matchmake me with this Mr.M.. then Mr.F.. then Mr. .... haih jadi single mingle pon kecoh ...see? That's why I said being "engaged" is much better.. people would just stop talking for a while. Stop the wild fire gossips.. these few days were like craps too.. it's really hard to keep up with people.. their thoughts, their sayings.. I'm not with anyone at least for now..ok, fine! not engaged.. single and not available..stay away~(just got 19.. awal lg nih..)

was it because of this pic? LoL~

30 may 2012, aged 22.. bleh? hahaha~ (klau tunggu Mr. Right x dtg2.. lari lah kot planning)

crappy stuff.. for sure labelled under -nonsense- hahaha.. gimme a break lah, just finished the first texbook <slowveryslow and steady notsosteady~>

5 more days to go...2 more textbook... respiration and cardiology... thrill will start running afterwards~ so.. this is my last post before physiology...

too many possible essay questions, only 8 will come out.. it's like the Survivor game.. in the end.. just one will be the ultimate survivor *sigh* the others just played along for nothing.. penat kan?

btw just can't take my ears off these... james morrisons...

it's called mitosis chenta ha-ha-ha


finalexamsmakeme giddy~
signing off