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I got tachycardia today.. so careless of me to leave my student ID card back home.. and i was right there.. standing infront of the exam hall.. 30 more mins before the english paper.. lucky me, farah was still at home.. but don't even ask how she manage to come on time.. I ran all across Cairo.. and I bet I lose 3kg today,
To Farah Sabrina thanks a lot.. i owe you my life!!!

kalau tak~ sumpah aku sorang je kene repeat paper or carry paper English naik taun dua.. seram wooiiii~ Tulah men2 lagi semalam.. kan dah kene CASH!! syukur.. dpt jugak aku masuk jawab paper tu.. susah ke tak? oh..tlg jgn tanya.. saya tak mahu kena hukum kali kedua..

And there was a second epidemic of scared-of-by-anatomy syndrome.. so what if the possible questions is removed or add?.. just don't remove anything and consider reading everything..tho i noe i would never manage to remember anything.. wallah~! trying babe! trying~ not quite a big deal to bug with.. snap out of it people! adoii.. 5 days = 5 books and here i am.. scribbling God knows what~ kan? kan?

-anatomy is undoubtfully scabrous. wish me luck. i only wish to remain alive after anatomy-

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past and present

as i took off my gaze off past

i walk on present pace

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as i fall for present

past wave back

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past was my future

and present is my apathy

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i cruise farther just to find that i'm completely lost

to not know your where about was a total absurdity

and to hope that you could go back

and wish you never even start this darn journey

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when goodbye was never an end,

and to things i put fullstops on

was actually a start of a new verse,

when nothing i end up to was a real end..

i come to the diverging road..

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past was inviting

but present is alluring

past was never assuring

but present is not promising either

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past was my future

present is my apathy

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when 1+1 = 0

then life was never easy

isn't it?

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i need to put an END..a big FULLSTOP.. but i don't know how or when..or not even know why..

feeling a bit upset with my own ignorance and stupidness..

to be or not to be?