this is the end to everything

I just finished my 1st year of medical school today. Feelings? very VERY relieved..
today i put an end to many things in my life,the 1st year , the no-posting hiatus, the waiting, the pessimistic thoughts.

I am sure that i'll put a star mark on my diary for today. I learned a lot of things this year. Most of it are life detemining decisions that i made, and some of which i laid my full heart in it and yet no one knows why or what it is.

Sorry. But there are things that are not meant to be shared with anyone. Not even talking or listening, but the point are conveyed. It's a surprise how life can be simplified by hardly anything but a decent white lie.. tho the truth is almost everything that one needs to be happy and contented.

I'm sorry. sky high metaphor again. surely, no one would get my point. ha-ha. remember? not talking but messages conveyed. thanks for listening, thanks for reading, thanks for talking. thanks for the note. YES. I thanked you. fullstop.

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perkara yang perlu dibereskan semasa cuti summer 3 bulan:-

• Balas dendam tgk House series sampai season 5
• Bayar hutang muqorror hafazan yg tergendala akibat finals
• Brain Defragmentation.. sudah hilang matlamat nmpkny ak nih~
• Tour penang-kedah-perlis. Paid, Anah, Ume.. harap bersedia
• Physiology and Anatomy revision for clinical years.
• Hospital Attachment.. tp rs nk enjoy dulu kot.. taun depan buat bulih?? hii~
• Reunion 508.. jumpe orang-orang Malaysia..
• rehat
• rehat
• rehat
• rehat

Now.. 4 hari terakhir di Cairo.. bertungkus- lumus urusan Grand Dinner MEP.. terlalu banyak nak buat. Terasa [pressure. Padahal simple je.. adoii.. symphatic stimulation belum dibuang lgi...~

tamat sudah penantian setahun aku. ^-^! 5 tahun lagi akan menjengah. Seorang dari kita telah kembali kepadaNya, bersama perjuangan nya. Apa akan jadi kepada kita? Dimanakah aku di masa depan? :(

Hanya Dia yg tahu. Doaku semoga jalan ini terbaik untuk kita semua. Ameen.