enigmatic

State Of Confusion
Originally uploaded by creativefi

.. I don't want to be an enigma.. though.. i don't undertstand why we should be one... it's really hard to read between the lines.. if you could understand me.. then you should know.. being the one left in the dark was not amusing at all..

When everything was like a sudoku game..ok.. maybe not sudoku (coz in the end, you could solve it anyway) it's like a stupid riddle.. where you can never guess the answers.. all your life what you could do was just making plain guesses.. and be puzzled about almost everything..

I don't like this.. I hope I'm not repeating history.. being hurt again and again was endless misery.. maybe I'm wrong again..and I had to live with it.. or maybe I'm close to right.. but I'll never know.. for now, I don't want to know anything... nor being bothered to even seek for answers... the truth is I'm so scared.. I don't want to be hurted again..

I don't want to make the same thing to other people..cause I just hate it when people did that to me... but it seems like I'm the enigmatic one here.. am I being so to you? I'm so sorry..
I didn't do that on purpose.. I cleared things out for many peoples.. and keep on blaming and laughing each time.. things shouldn't be that hard... Truth will fix everything.. but now.. I can't say that either.. hurmmm...

"...I'm just a bit caught in the middle,
life is a maze, and love is a riddle..."
- Lenka


Fire and Ice

SOME say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I’ve tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To know that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

-Robert Frost-


peninpeninpeninpeninpenin ok cukup!

saya tak mahu tahu jawapannya lagi..

fear of God and rejection